I HELP COUPLES FIX THEIR MARRIAGE WITH STORIES OF HOW I FIXED MY OWN
"When you love marriage you have, you have everything you need!"
So Many Marriages Are Falling Apart
World renowned expert marriage and specialist ADHD/ASD coach of more than 1,200 married couples, Karen Gosling, is on a mission to get you a flourishing marriage through Marriage Counselling on The Eight Relationship Skills™.
I’m here to serve and support every man and woman who wants a happy, passionate marriage, even if that doesn’t seem possible right now. I stand for marriage, which means I’m standing for you and the partner you chose.
CLEARLY NOT A MARRIAGE EXPERT!
I Was The PERFECT Wife. Then, I Found Out I Was An HSP.
Early on in my marriage, I saw a few things my husband could improve.
I told him how to lower his tone, be less reactive, listen to me when I speak, and also how to be more caring and not disrespect me.
That didn’t work. At all.
It seemed like whatever I felt he would not acknowledge and tell me to “get over it.” I was lonely and painful, especially since he didn’t seem to want to spend any time with me, or even hear my complaints.
I started to see what a mistake I made when I chose this loser!
Obviously we needed marriage counselling, but heck, I was a marriage counsellor. It went on for over a year, but he didn’t straighten up.
It seemed my marriage was going to be full of hurts and time on my own spent recovering from his painful impulsive remarks. Possibly splitting.
My husband and I owned a 76 acre (30 hectare) rolling hills sheep property in the Adelaide Hills, South Australia. It was a beautiful place with two dams and stocked with around 100 Border Leicester ewes, which lambed every spring. When we bought the property it had no internal fencing, so he drew up a design for the various paddocks and then set about putting up the fences.
One Sunday, the two of us worked all day together, putting in fence posts. This involved me holding a new post in position as he lined it up from afar. I would then hold it in place while he came back and dug the hole, then the lining up would happen a second time. Then he came back and pushed dirt back into the hole and made the dirt firm around the post in its new position, using a crowbar. Back and forth, lining up, digging, pushing in soil, and ramming the crowbar. Hard, hard work, hour after hour, the two of us working as a team.
Late in the day, after a large corner post had finally been rammed into position, he went back to check the work done. And the corner post was out of alignment (according to his eye that demanded perfection). He blew up. He shouted and ranted about the post being in the wrong position and swore at the “stupid bloody thing” and “now we’re just going to have to get it out and do it all over again. It’s not good enough.”
I went quiet. I couldn’t believe that he could be so mean to me, when I had been nothing but patient and cooperative all day. How could he attack me like that?
The tension between us did not abate that evening, and I gave him the “cold shoulder” into the next day whilst I waited for an apology from him for his unnecessary outburst. An apology did not come, so the “no talking” between us continued. Not a word between us until later on the Tuesday, when civil courtesy returned, “Do you want something to eat?” “Can you drive me to work tomorrow?” But no warmth, no intimacy.
I was still waiting for an apology. I had been wounded and believed that he should apologise for his behaviour on the Sunday.
On Thursday, fed up with the silence, he asked me, “So when are we going to start speaking again? What are you sulking about?” I was incensed. “I’m not sulking. I’m wounded.” “What on earth are you wounded about?” he wailed, totally frustrated. “What have I done now?”
Sarcastically, I said, “You know very well what you’ve done. I’m wounded because you yelled at me.” Bewildered, he said, “Yelled at you? When did I yell at you?” And so with great self-righteous indignation, I repeated word for word, what he had yelled at me on Sunday. I had dwelt on it so many times since then, I now knew the scene off by heart.
He was flabbergasted at my disclosure. He protested and said, “But I wasn’t yelling at you! I was yelling in frustration because the fence post was crooked. I was the one doing the lining up, so if I was yelling at anyone, I would have been yelling at myself! Whatever made you think I was yelling at YOU?”
Sheepishly now, I said, “Well of course I would think you were yelling at me, I was the only one there.” I of course, being a sensitive and avoidant person, had not ever yelled at a person, and certainly not at an inanimate object. That to me, didn’t make sense. No wonder I had assumed that he had been yelling at me. But I suddenly realised I had got it wrong, which explained why there had been no apology.
Then he asked the question that changed the course of our relationship. He said, “So I wasn’t yelling at you but anyway, even if I was, how did that make you feel?” I finally was given the opportunity to release what had been going around in my head for four days. “When you yell at me, I feel disrespected, I feel you don’t value me, I feel like I’m a nuisance and that you don’t want me doing things with you, I feel you don’t love me and that you wish you weren’t married to me.”
I could see he was flabbergasted as he gasped, “You feel all those things when I yell at you?” “Yes” I replied, with the tone that indicated, “Of course, doesn’t everyone?”
He continued, “Nothing could be further from the truth. I had absolutely no idea you feel that when I yell! Because I do respect you and I do value you. I do not consider you a nuisance and I love doing things with you. I absolutely love you and I always want to be married to you. I cannot believe you think those things because I yell! However, now that I know that that is what you feel, I am going to try very hard not ever to raise my voice again when you are around. But I have always yelled and I am bound to make mistakes.
So if my part of the bargain is that I will try not to yell at you, can YOUR part of the bargain please be that when I make a mistake and I do yell, can you please say to yourself, “This does NOT mean he doesn’t respect me, this does NOT mean he doesn’t value me, this does NOT mean he doesn’t love me.” Because those thoughts are only your interpretation. It is not reality.”
This event was a turning point for me as it was the first time in my life that I realised that not everyone experienced events the same way that I did, and that my interpretation of events and feelings were mine alone. This helped me understand why I had been hurt by people’s words and actions in the past, when I had been puzzled that a person would behave in a way so very different to how I would behave. And I also realized I wasn’t always right and that I had to be careful about my “holier than thou” attitude at times, which I realised, impacted on others.
And that’s when I got my miracle. I found out I was an HSP!
Each day in our marriage after that “building fences” day we have been happy to see and be with each other. And that had been gone for those 4 days. I thought, “Wow! This is working!”
I wrote two books about what I learned called, Surviving Life Dramas and How To Handle Difficult Behaviour and shared about this and other experiences.
That’s how I accidentally started a worldwide movement of marriage counselling for people who practice eight relationship skills that build flourishing relationships. I was just trying to save my own marriage.
Thousands of couples have reached out to me in private counselling sessions over many years. They’ve wanted more support with practicing the skills they read about in my books and what I teach them in sessions, so I…
Got overwhelmed and hid away for a while, if I’m honest.
Then I had the terrifying idea, as an avoidant person, to start an online Relationship Coaching Program.
Marriagology was born with much help and love from my husband.
About Marriage Counsellor Karen Gosling
Hello, my name is Karen Gosling. My purpose is to touch people’s lives when they’re needing some emotional support and compassion, to love my family and urge them to also serve others. To give you the clarity, courage, and tools you need to fix a broken marriage and start living with focus.
My mission is to Fix Miserable Marriages Fast… And give you true freedom, power, and safety in a flourishing marriage.
I’m a pioneer in the field of marriage and relationship counselling. Call this site a resource for my mind to unravel my passion for helping others. Through coaching and counseling you can discover the secrets to being in control of your emotions and instantly restore peace and calm in your life and relationships.
Working With Psychiatrists
I have worked closely with General Practitioners and Psychiatrists to get correct and prompt treatment for clients struggling with marital or relationship issues and Adult ADD/ASD symptoms, and help for their family members.
Psychiatrists have valued the contact with me as a professional counsellor because they recognise the benefits of relationships and ADD counselling for people with Adult ADD.
Dr. Edward M. “Ned” Hallowell is an American child and adult psychiatrist who specialises in ADD and ADHD. He is the co-author of the books Driven to Distraction and Delivered From Distraction.
Dr. Ashar Khan has been in Private Practice at the Gold Coast for approximately seven years. He offers expertise in ADHD and Adult ADD.
Just a Little About Me
I’m an expert marriage counsellor, mental health social worker, ADHD/ASD Specialist Coach and educator, and Member of the Australian Association of Social Workers (AASW). I am the creator of three seminar series: Surviving Life Dramas, How To Handle Difficult Behavior, and Adult ADD and Me. I’m the Founder of The Flourishing Marriage community, Marriagology.com and Counselling Director at Gosling International.
I’m the author of 5 influential books on relationship advice, giving you the clarity, courage and tools to fix your relationship:
- Surviving Life Dramas. How To Stop Whining And Start Living!
- How To handle Difficult Behavior - And It May Be Your Own!
- EmotionMatters. How to reduce Your Stress And Achieve Wellness
- Enjoy A Life of EASE. Master Emotional Leadership
- Emotional Leadership. Using Emotionally Intelligent Behaviour To Enjoy A Life of EASE
Things I love…
- Travel and experiencing other cultures
- Spending time with my family
- Supporting my son, Daniel, in his theatre and events workshops.
- Living vicariously and enjoying every minute of my son, William’s teaching English experience in Fuzhou, Fujian, China
- Reading biographies, The Seekers, watching “Who Dunnits”, Cirque du Soleil
- Chatting with friends around a BBQ and reminiscing
- Networking and people watching
- Cheesecake, caramel slice and sticky date pudding!
- Researching on the internet – anything from the cheapest flights to ADD (interspersed with Spider Solitaire).
Things I don’t love: exercise, being hot and sweaty, violent movies, tattoos, injustice, confrontation and bullies.